Aftershocks
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This next week will be a real test of things. First I hope to get this wound vac off even though there is a chance of getting a second skins graph on the site because of a partially exposed tendon ( not sure what all that means but Wednesday I will, maybe more videos as well). Then some other things of a personal nature that effects the whole family. If all of these things can some how line up for a positive out come I would have to say I could rest peacefully for the whole summer no matter what else happens. It’s been getting rougher oddly enough recently even though my body is slowly healing some other things seem to have yet to fully surface, although they are making themselves known now. Everything in my mind has to be reevaluated in ways I still have yet to understand. A lot of buried thoughts and feelings have to some how get out. Even if that expression is not clear to others and sometimes not even clear to myself. It’s just a strong impulse to do those things at what ever cost it may be. You know it’s just something you have to do and hopefully others can understand that. It does seem every day there is a little more change and a little more difference. I can’t really determine if that is good, bad or if that even matters, but it’s just different. I can say I have been going through a phase of listening to music I was listening to as a teenager. Kind of like parts of your life flashing before you and even re assessing the past to make sense of things you might have once thought were clear and understood.
The Wagon
